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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    11:03 am
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    "Okay, Jack, follow me," the orderly saidMinetta stood up and walked across the clearingHe was wondering what he should do nextHe caught up to the orderly and whispered to him, "You're a fuggin Jap, but I won't tell no one if you give me five bucks
    "Come on, Jack," the orderly said wearily
    Minetta shambled behind himWhen they came to tent No7, he stopped and began to shriek againThere's a fuggin Jap in there who's gonna kill me
    The orderly seized his arm in a wrestler's grip, and pushed him inside the tent"Lemme go! Lemme go! Lemme go!" Minetta yelledThey stopped before a cot, and the orderly told him to lie downMinetta sat on the cot and started to undo his shoesI better take it easy for a while, he told himselfThe sedative was beginning to workHe lay back and closed his eyesFor a moment he realized what he had done, and he had an excited lost feeling in the pit of his chestHe swallowed several timesHis mind was boiling with mirth and fear and prideAll I got to do is keep it upThey'll have me out of here in a day or two
    He fell asleep in a few minutes and didn't wake until morningIt took him several minutes to remember the events of the previous day, and he began to feel frightened againFor a moment he debated whether to act normal and try to pass it off, but when he thought of returning to the plat
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    11:03 am
    @@@@@I paid full attention when she spoke to me
    @@@@@I paid full attention
    when she spoke to me about spending so much money Scarlett's
    eyes
    widened"And I gave it considerable thought afterwards," Eleanor
    continued"Particularly with regard to giving Rosemary the Grand
    Tour
    for her Christmas gift, RhettNo one in Charleston has been able to
    do
    that for many years, practically since the time you would have gone, if
    you hadn't been such a handful that your father sent you to military
    school instead"However, I decided that there is no real risk of
    ostracismCharlestonians are pragmatic; old civilizations always
    are
    We recognize that wealth is desirable and poverty extremely
    disagreeableAnd if one is poor oneself, it's helpful to have rich
    friendsPeople would consider it unforgivable-not merely
    deplorable-were to serve scuppernong wine for champagne
    Scarlett's brow was knottedShe was having some trouble
    understandingNot that it mattered-the even, peaceful tone of Mrs
    Butler's voice told her that everything was all right"Perhaps we
    have been a little too visible," Eleanor was saying, "but right now no
    one in Charleston can afford to disapprove of the Butlers because
    Rosemary might just decide to accept the courtship of a son or brother
    or cousin of the family, and her marriage settlement could solve any
    number of awkwardnesses
    "Mama, you're a shameless cynicEleanor Butler
    simply
    smiled"What are you laughing at?" said Rosemary, as she opened
    the
    doorHer eyes moved quickly from Rhett to Scarlett and back again
    "I
    could hear you guffawing halfway down the hall, Rhett
    "Mama was being worldly," he saidHe and Rosemary had long since
    united in a pact to protect their mother from the realities of the
    world, and they smiled at one another like conspiratorsScarlett felt
    shut out, and she turned her back on them"May I sit with you a
    while, Miss Eleanor? I want to ask your advice about what to wear to
    the ball See if I care, Rhett Butler, that you cater to your old maid
    sister like she was Queen of the
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
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    “I asked you before—where’s Marie?”
    “She’s with me
    “She found you!”
    “Later, JohnnyI’ll reach you in Fairfax Jason hung up the phone as his wife awkwardly made
    her way through the crowd and handed him a pink plastic cup with a blue plastic omega watches prices spoon plunged
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    “The children?” she asked, raising her voice to be heard, her eyes on fire
    “Everything’s fine, better than we might have expectedAlex reached the same conclusion about
    the Jackal as I didPeter Holland’s flying them all up to a safe house in Virginia, Mrs
    “Thank God!”
    “Thank Alex Bourne looked at the pink plastic cup with the thin blue chanel tote spoon“What the hell is
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    “It’s a hot fudge sundaeIt was meant for the man beside me but he was yelling at his wife, so I
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    The early afternoon Caribbean sun burned down on Tranquility Inn as John StJacques
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    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    11:11 am
    @@@@@ "Missed a spot on your ear, muchacho,"
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    "Missed a spot on your ear, muchacho," Wireman
    said, and tapped the lobe of his own with his fork"I'll be scrubbing it off
    everywhere for a couple of daysI splashed it
    around pretty good
    "What were you painting in the middle of the
    night?"
    "I don't want to talk about it right now
    He shrugged and nodded"You're getting that
    artist thang going
    "Don't start with me
    "Matters have come to a sad pass when I offer
    respect and you hear sarcasmGrow up big
    and strong like Wireman
    454
    I ate my huevosNow it was Tina Garibaldi's aunt in the
    electronic center ring, a girl not much older than
    my daughter MelindaShe was saying that God had
    decided the State of Florida would be too slow and
    had punished "that monster" HimselfI thought,
    Got a point there, muchacha, only it wasn't God
    "Turn that shit-carnival off," I said
    He killed the tube, then turned to me attentively
    "Maybe you were right about the artist thangI've
    decided to show my stuff at the Scoto, if that guy
    Nannuzzi still wants to show it
    Wireman smiled and patted his hands together
    softly, so as not to wake Elizabeth"Excellent!
    Edgar seeks the bubble reputation! And why not?
    Just why the hell not?"
    "I don't seek the bubble anything," I said,
    wondering if that were completely true"But if
    they offer me a contract, would you come out of
    retirement long enough to look it over?"
    His smile faded"I will if I'm around, but I
    don't know how long I'll be around He saw the
    look on my face and raised his hand"I ain't
    tuning up the Dead March yet, but ask yourself
    455
    this, mi amigo: am I still the right man to take
    care of Miss Eastlake? In my current condition?"
    And because that was a can of worms I didn't want
    to open - not this morning - I asked, "How did you
    get the job in the first place?"
    "Does it matter?"
    "It might," I said
    I was thinking of how I'd started my time on Duma
    Key with one assumption - that I had chosen the
    place - and had since come to believe that maybe
    it had chosen meI had even wondered, usually
    lying in bed and listening to the shells whisper,
    if my accident had really been an acci
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
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    too
    “Of course not,” Doc promised“What isyour name?”
    “I–I–I don't know!” she wailed“What happened? Who was I? Don't make me be fake hermes someone else
    again
    She tossed and thrashed on the cot
    “Calm down; it's going to be okay, I promiseNo one's going to make you be anyone but you,
    and you'll remember your nameIt's going to come back
    “Who are ladies watches gucci you?” she demanded“Who's she? She's like… like I wasI saw her eyes!”
    “I'm DocAnd I'm human, just like youSee?” He moved his face into the light and blinked at
    her“We're both just ourselvesThere are lots of louis vuitton multicolore humans hereThey'll be so happy to meet you“Humans! I'm afraid of humansThe… person who used to be in your body was afraid of humansShe was a
    soul, remember that? And then remember before that, before she santos cartier watch was there? You were human
    then, and you are again
    “I can't remember my name,” she told him in a panicked voice
    “Are you a doctor?”
    “I am
    “I was… she was, tooWho am I?”
    “We'll find out
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    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    11:03 am
    @@@@@(For a moment he feels lostAll their
    @@@@@(For a moment he feels lostAll their politeness, their acceptance of him as a relative is seen from the other side of the doorThere is the brief moment when he tries to reverse all the things he remembers their saying, examines them from the new approach
    That doesn't mean anything, Margaret says, we're all such fraudsIt's a terrible thing to say, but you know whatever we have in the family is what we acceptI was terribly shocked when I first realized that
    Then I'm all right, he says lightly
    Oh, no, you won't do at all(She laughs first, and he joins in a little hesitantly You're just our second cousin from the West(Her long face seems merry for a moment Seriously, it's just that we've known only Navy up till nowTom Hopkinson and Thatcher Lloyd, I think you met him at Dennis, well, they're all Navy, and Uncle Andrew knows their fathers so wellI think he had a crush on your mother
    Well, that makes it better(They laugh again, sit down on a bench and throw pebbles into the Charles River basin You're awfully vivacious, Margaret
    Oh, I'm a fraud tooIf you knew me you'd say I was awfully moody
    Oh, I wept, you know I completely wept when Minot and I lost our boat class race two years agoFather wanted us to win it, and I was terrified what he would sayYou can't move around here at all, nothing one can do, there's always a reason why it isn't advisable(For an instant her voice is almost bitter You're not like us at all, you're serious, you're important(Her voice lilts ag
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    11:04 am
    @@@@@ Scarlett started to run after him"I didn't
    @@@@@ Scarlett started to run
    after him"I didn't mean- she said, but his wide back was like a
    wall
    She shrugged angrily, then looked from right to leftWhere did she go
    to place a bet, anyhow? "Can I help you, ma 'am?" said a man
    nearby
    "Why, yes, maybe you can He looked like a gentleman, and his
    accent
    sounded like GeorgiaShe smiled gratefully"I'm not used to such
    complicated racingBack home somebody would just yell, 'I bet you
    five dollars I can beat you to the crossroads,' and then everybody
    would holler back and start riding lickety-split The man took off
    his hat and held it against his chest with both handsHe sure is
    looking at me peculiar, Scarlett thought uneasilyMaybe I shouldn't
    have spokenExcuse me, ma'am," he said earnestly, "I'm not
    surprised
    you don't remember me, but I believe I know you
    Hamilton, aren't you? From AtlantaYou nursed me in the hospital
    there when I was woundedMy name's Sam Forrest, from Moultrie,
    Georgia The hospital! Scarlett's nostrils flared, an involuntary
    reaction to the memory of the stench of blood and gangrene and filthy,
    liceridden bodiesForrest's face was a picture of embarrassed
    discomfort"I-I beg your pardon, MrsHamilton," he stammered"I
    shouldn't have made any claim to knowing youI didn't mean to
    offend Scarlett returned the hospital to the corner of her mind
    reserved for the past and closed the door on itShe put her hand on
    Sam Forrest's arm and smiled at himForrest, you didn't
    offend me at
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    11:12 am
    @@@@@ “The thought occurred to me,” said the
    @@@@@
    “The thought occurred to me,” said the Soviet consul general of New York, “but then, there are
    always options, aren’t there? Naturally, there’s only one course of action for usLike much of
    the continent, we were taken in by ruthless capitalist privateersLambs led to the slaughter on the
    altars of greed as this American cartel of financial plunderers cornered markets, selling inferior
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    “You son of a bitch!” exploded Ogilvie“You—all of you—cooperated every step of the way
    You brokered millions for us out of the bloc countries, rerouted, renamed—Christ, repainted—
    ships throughout the Mediterranean, the Aegean, up the Bosporus and into Marmara, to say nothing
    about ports in the Baltic!”
    “Prove it, Counselor,” said Sulikov, laughing quietly“If you wish, I could make a laudable case
    for your defectionMoscow would welcome your expertise
    “What?” cried the attorney as panic spread across his face
    “Well, you certainly can’t stay here an hour longer than absolutely necessaryRead those words,
    MrYou’re in the last stages of electronic surveillance before being picked up by the
    authorities
    “Oh, my God—”
    “You might try to operate from Hong Kong or Macao—they’d welcome your money, but with
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    “Stop it!” yelled Ogilvie
    “Then again you could turn state’s evidence; there’s so much to unravelThey might even take,
    say, ten years off your thirty-year sentence
    “Goddamn it, I’ll kill you!”
    The bedroom door suddenly opened as a consulate guard appeared, his hand menacingly under
    his jacketThe attorney had lurched to his feet; trembling helplessly, he returned to the chair and
    leaned forward, his head in his hands
    “Such behavior would not be looked upon favorably,” said Sulikov“Come, Counselor, it’s a
    time for cool heads, not emotional outbursts
    “How the hell can you say that?” asked Ogilvie, a catch in his voice, a prelude to tears
    “That’s a harsh judgment from such a resourceful man as
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    11:12 am
    @@@@@ Dario laughed without much humor"Try not to
    @@@@@
    Dario laughed without much humor"Try not to let
    the place burn down, all right?"
    "Yes - that would be badAssuming we make a deal,
    could I store some of my work at your gallery?"
    "Of course," Nannuzzi said Thinking I'd like to sign as soon
    as possible no matter what Wireman thought of the
    492
    contract, just to get these pictures off the Key
    and it wasn't fire I was worried aboutUnbottling
    might be fairly common among artists who began
    later in life, but forty-one paintings on Duma Key
    were at least three dozen too manyI could feel
    their live presence in this room, like electricity
    in a bell jar
    Of course, Dario and Jimmy felt it, tooThat was
    part of what made those fucking pictures so
    effective
    xiii
    I joined Wireman and Elizabeth for coffee at the
    end of El Palacio's boardwalk the next morningI
    was down to nothing but aspirin to get going, and
    my Great Beach Walks were now a pleasure instead
    of a challengeEspecially since the weather had
    warmed up
    Elizabeth was in her wheelchair with the remains
    of a breakfast pastry scattered across her tray
    It looked to me as if he'd also managed to get
    some juice and half a cup of coffee into herShe
    was staring out at the Gulf with an expression of
    493
    stern disapproval, looking this morning more like
    Captain Bligh of HMS Bounty than a Mafia don's
    daughter
    "Buenos días, mi amigo," Wireman saidAnd to
    Elizabeth: "It's Edgar, Miss EastlakeWant to say hello?"
    "Piss shit head rat," she saidIn any
    case, she said it to the Gulf, which was still
    dark blue and mostly asleep
    "Still not so good, I take it," I saidShe's gone down before and come back up, but
    she's never gone down so far
    "I still haven't brought her any of my pictures to
    look at
    "No point right now He handed me a cup of black
    coffeeGet your bad self around th
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
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    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    11:03 am
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    Hearn lay prone behind a rock, his limbs twitching, sweat running into his eyesHe stared for long seconds at the granite veins and tissues of the rock before him, looking with numb absorption, without volitionEverything in him had come undoneThe impulse to cover his head and wait passively for the fight to terminate was very powerfulHe heard a sound trickle out of his lips, was dumbly surprised to know he had made itWith everything, with the surprising and unmanning fear was a passionate disgust with himselfHe couldn't quite believe itHe had never been in combat before, but to act like this
    BEE-YOWWWWWW! Rock fragments and powder settled on his neck, itched slightlyThe gunfire was spiteful, malevolentIt seemed directed at him, and he winced unconsciously every time a bullet passedAll the water in his body had rushed to the surfacePerspiration dripped steadily, automatically, from his chin, the tip of his nose, from his brow into his eyesThe skirmish was only fifteen or twenty seconds old, and he was completely wetA steel band wrenched at his clavicle, choked his throatHis heart pounded like a fist beating against a wallFor ten seconds he concentrated only on knitting his sphincter, roused to a pitch of revulsion by the thought of soiling himself"NO! NO!" The bullets whirred past with an ineffable delicate sound
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    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
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    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
    11:10 am
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    Then he rolled toward me, his eyes closed, his hands reachingHe curled into my side, his cheek
    against the hollow of my shoulder, where it had once fit better, and sobbed
    These were not the tears of a child, and that made them more profound–made it more sacred
    and painful that he would cry them in front of meThis was the grief of a man at the funeral for
    his entire family
    My arms wound around him, not fitting as easily as they used to, and I cried, too
    “I'm sorry,” I said again and againI apologized for everything in those two wordsThat we'd
    ever found this placeThat I'd been the one to take his sisterThat I'd
    brought her back here and hurt him againThat I'd made him cry today with my insensitive
    stories
    I didn't drop my arms when his anguish quieted; I was in no hurry to let him goIt seemed as
    though my body had been starving for this from the beginning, but I'd never understood before
    now what would feed the hungerThe mysterious bond of mother and child–so strong on this
    planet–was not a mystery to me any longerThere was no bond greater than one that required
    your life for another'sI'd understood this truth before; what I had not understood waswhyNow
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    the way I saw the universe
    “I know I've taught you better than that, kidJamie lurched to his feet, but I curled closer to the ground, cringing into the
    wall
    Jeb leaned down and picked up the gun we'd both forgotten from the floor“You've got to
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    reached out to tousle Jamie's shaggy hair
    Jamie ducked under Jeb's hand, his face scarlet with mortification
    “Sorry,” he muttered, and turned as if to f
    Saturday, December 18th, 2010
    11:07 am
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    "Yeah, boys, don't forget to take your rubbers," Red suggested, and that drew a laughCroft looked angry for a second, but then he drawled, "I know Wilson ain't gonna forget his," and they laughed again"You're fuggin ay," Gallagher snorted
    Wilson giggled infectiously"Ah tell ya," he said, "Ah'd sooner leave my M-one behind, 'cause if they was to be a piece of pussy settin' up on that beach, and Ah didn't have a rubber, Ah'd just shoot myself anyway
    Martinez grinned, but their laughter irritated him"What's the matter, Japbait?" Croft asked quietlyTheir eyes met with the intimate look of old friends"Aaah, goddam stomach, she's no good," Martinez saidHe spoke clearly, but in a low and hesitant voice as if he were translating from Spanish as he went alongCroft looked again at him, and then continued talking
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    Friday, December 17th, 2010
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    257
    Jane Austen
    but to invite her in the kindest manner to his own house, and to
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    and temper, and chiefly anxious to bind by the strongest securities
    all that remained to him of domestic felicity, he had pondered
    with genuine satisfaction on the more than possibility of the two
    young friends finding their natural consolation in each other for all
    that had occurred of disappointment to either; and the joyful consent
    which met Edmund’s application, the high sense of having
    realised a great acquisition in the promise of Fanny for a daughter,
    formed just such a contrast with his early opinion on the subject
    when the poor little girl’s coming had been first agitated, as time is
    for ever producing between the plans and decisions of mortals, for
    their own instruction, and their neighbours’ entertainment
    Fanny was indeed the daughter that he wantedHis charitable
    kindness had been rearing a prime comfort for himselfHis liberality
    had a rich repayment, and the general goodness of his intentions
    by her deserved itHe might have made her childhood happier; but
    it had been an error of judgment only which had given him the
    appearance of harshness, and deprived him of her early love; and
    now, on really knowing each other, their mutual attachment be413
    Jane Austen
    came very strongAfter settling her at Thornton Lacey with every
    kind attention to her comfort, the object of almost every day was to
    see her there, or to get her away from it
    Selfishly dear as she had long been to Lady Bertram, she could
    not be parted with willingly by herNo happiness of son or niece
    could make her wish the marriageBut it was possible to part with
    her, because Susan remained to supply her placeSusan became the
    stationary niece, delighted to be so; and equally well adapted for it
    by a readiness of mind, and an inclination for usefulness, as Fanny
    had been by sweetness of temper, and strong feelings of gratitude
    Susan could never be sparedFirst as a comfort to Fanny, then as an
    auxiliary, and last as her substitute, she was established at Mansfield,
    with every appearance of equal permanencyHer more fearless disposition
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    quickness in understanding the tempers of those she had to deal
    with, and no natural timidity to restrain any consequent wishes, she
    was soon welcome and useful to all; and after Fanny’s removal succeeded
    so naturally to her influence over the hourly comfort of her
    aunt, as gradually to become, perhaps, the most beloved of the two
    In her usefulness, in Fanny’s excellence, in William’s continued good
    conduct and rising fame, and in the general well-doing and success
    of the other members of the family, all assisting to advance each
    other, and doing credit to his countenance and aid, Sir Thomas saw
    repeated, and for ever repeated, reason to rejoice in what he had
    done for them all, and acknowledge the advantages of early hardship
    and discipline, and the consciousness of being born to struggle
    and endure
    With so much true merit and true love, and no want of fortune
    and friends, the happiness of the married cousins must appear as
    secure as earthly happiness can beEqually formed for domestic
    life, and attached to country pleasures, their home was the home of
    affection and comfort; and to complete the picture of good, the
    acquisition of Mansfield living, by the death of DrGrant, occurred
    just after they had been married long enough to begin to want an
    increase of income, and feel their distance from the paternal abode
    an inconvenience
    On that event they removed to Mansfield; and the Parsonage there,
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    Mansfield Park
    which, under each of its two former owners, Fanny had never been
    able to approach but with some painful sensation of restraint or
    alarm, soon grew as dear to her heart, and as thoroughly perfect in
    her eyes, as everything else within the view and patronage of
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    griefScarlett shared her umbrella with no one, nor her griefThe
    gusts of wind within the rain blew stinging cold wet rivulets under the
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